St. Elmo's Fire
by Seasprite
The muted, wooden tap of his shoes on the planking was perhaps
one of
the most soothing sounds Pellew knew aboard ship. Especially
on a
cool, calm night such as this with light winds and fair weather
ahead,
the innocent rhythm of his own feet lulled his over-worked brain
into
perfect calm. He had spent the last uninterrupted hour luxuriating
in
the silence of his cabin and in sifting through more of the large
packet of correspondence delivered with the latest supply ship
early
yesterday. Most of it was routine, but some of it was news from
home.
The warm comfort of those letters from his wife and children
made the
bureaucratic paperwork of His Majesty's Navy seem almost bearable.
He'd indulged in a second small glass of port before taking to
the
decks. He loved the sea and his habitual late-night strolls,
and the
gentle rocking of the ship made for easy thoughts if not a bit
of
wistfulness for things of home.
Something in the dark water off the starboard bow caught his
eye, and
he walked forward to have a better view undiluted by the deck's
lanterns. Streaking toward them in the watery blackness were
three
bright blue lines, lines that swerved at the last possible moment
to
turn and run, seemingly effortlessly, ahead of the keel. He knew
these to be porpoises -- or dolphins, he never could tell the
difference -- the sailor's frequent companion on long voyages.
But it
was rare to see the animals outlined in blue fire as they were
now,
gliding just under the surface, their streamlined shapes clearly
visible in the blackness. Above the hiss of the hull slicing
through
the water, he could hear the sharp "pffffffff-ffft"
of their breath
cascading a billion blue diamonds into the dim light. He always
marveled at how the creatures never let the ship get close enough
to
touch, yet they seemed ready enough to seek out its company, as
if it
were some giant plaything there to distract them from the dreariness
of the night.
In the warmest latitudes, the dampness in the air subtly, eventually,
permeates even the finest English wool, and Pellew contentedly
made
his way back toward the galley. Curious at the faint, flickering
yellow light coming through the panes of what he knew to be
Hornblower's cabin door, he stepped up to the door and glanced
in.
And his heart skipped a beat.
Horatio was sitting on the edge of the bed, head buried in
his hands,
openly weeping. There were pages of what looked like a letter
scattered on the floor at his feet.
Pellew opened the door without knocking and closed it quietly
behind
him. When Horatio looked up, he shot to his feet, stricken at
the
appearance of his captain in such a moment of weakness.
"Sir..."
Pellew's heart quavered at the anguish in the huge eyes, now
swollen
and red with tears. "My dear boy..."
At the words, Horatio blanched, prompting Pellew to immediately
reach
for him. His embrace, however, instead of being the comfort he'd
intended only released more weeping, and the sound of it nearly
broke
his heart. And frightened him a little as well, for whatever
could
bring this usually self-possessed young man to such straits must
be
dire indeed.
"Forgive me, sir..."
Pellew barely heard the words, muffled as they were in his
shoulder,
but their self-deprecating tone conjured up the Muzillac debacle.
But
that was another time, another place, and he hadn't been able
to offer
comfort to the distraught young officer reporting to him then,
much as
he might have wanted to. The exigencies of command were more
important than personal consideration, 'no matter what befell
them.'
But this, now, wasn't a command situation, and the one he held
not an
officer but someone he looked upon as a son. He tightened his
hold.
"What is it?" As soon as the words were out, he
knew with unbidden
insight what the answer must be.
"My father has died."
With an imperceptible nod, Pellew closed his eyes and gently
grasped a
handful of soft curls in their own mini-embrace.
"I am so very sorry, Horatio..."
He felt Horatio react and then suddenly he had all of the boy's
weight
in his arms when the other's knees buckled. It was but a step
to
lower him back into his bunk. He hadn't noticed before this moment
the searing heat of the other's body through the thin, white shirt.
A
noise at his feet drew his eye to the pages he inadvertently stepped
on, and he bent to retrieve them. He made no attempt to read
the
beautiful script but carefully set the pages on the nightstand
and
turned back to the bed. With a father's practiced touch -- although
it had been years since he'd had the opportunity with his own
children
-- he felt the other's flushed face, and a hand to his chest revealed
a wildly thudding heart, even in stupor.
He glanced around the tiny, neat cabin, found the water jar
and pulled
out his own handkerchief, up-ending the jar over it as he turned
back
to the bed. He ran the soaked cloth over Horatio's face, throat
and
chest, pushed up the sleeves of the shirt and sponged the arms
as
well, growing increasingly concerned. This was more than the
heat of
intemperate grief. He removed Horatio's shoes and, although it
was
warm enough inside the cabin, laid the rough woolen blanket loosely
over him. The boy's cheeks were more shadow than flesh and the
eyes
framed in kohl. He clucked his tongue and sighed, laid the newly
wet
cloth on Horatio's forehead, then rose and called softly out the
door
to a marine who was never more than a few steps away.
"Bring Dr. Hepplewhite to Mr. Hornblower's cabin immediately."
"Aye aye, sir."
He turned back and perched himself on the edge of the bunk.
When
Horatio opened his eyes, the captain laid what he hoped was a
comforting hand on the other's arm.
"Lie easy, son..."
With dismay, he saw fresh tears slide across the other's eyes
and
eventually soak into the pillow, but it was the haunted, bruised
look
in their depths that brought tears to his own. Horatio saw them
and,
if it was possible, flushed even deeper.
"Sir... please don't burden yourself..." His voice
was but a rough
whisper, then his eyes closed again.
Suffering unbearably the loss of his own father, he had more
care for
his captain's discomfort than he did for his own. Pellew thought
then
that if he'd never loved the indomitable young spirit lying before
him, this characteristic selflessness just branded Horatio onto
his
heart forever. But he'd been a marked man already. When he'd
seen
Horatio standing whole and healthy on the deck of the "Caroline"
after
the longest three weeks of his life, he'd thought then that God
had
been merciful beyond all expectation. But when Horatio, dazed
but
unhurt, cleared the gunwale in the aftermath of Muzillac, he owed
a
debt to the Almighty he knew he could never repay.
Pellew began to glean an appreciation for what Horatio's father
must've felt when he saw his son go off to sea and an uncertain
future. But he was also granted a look at the father through
the
child. The loss of a man great enough to raise so fine a son
was
indeed a bitter loss to all. Horatio, of course, wouldn't see
this,
refracted as that view would have to be through the prism of his
own
noble soul. He simply adored, and had now lost, his father.
A soft knock brought Pellew back, and he gestured for Dr. Hepplewhite
to enter, standing to make room at the bedside. Without preamble,
the
doctor examined his feverish patient. Horatio's eyes never opened
and
his limbs seemed boneless. "He should be moved to the sick
berth
where he can be watched for the next few hours."
"Is it that serious?"
"Perhaps not. But fevers of unknown origin can be debilitating
until
they've run their course. Mr. Bracegirdle mentioned at dinner
that
Mr. Hornblower had been off his feed for the past couple of days."
Irrationally angry, Pellew's eyes flashed. "Good God,
man, one of our
finest officers ill -- and now weak for want of food?! Didn't
you
think to inquire?"
Hepplewhite hadn't served with Pellew all as long as he had
without
learning when not to speak and when he'd better speak up. "I
did,
sir. He was eating, just not very much. I didn't think it was
a
cause for concern. Sometimes a change in weather will alter a
man's
eating habits." He eyed Pellew closely. "There is
something else
amiss, perhaps?"
Pellew gestured apologetically for his outburst. "He
has received
tragic news from home."
Hepplewhite nodded knowingly. "I'll arrange to have him
moved to the
sickbay."
"No... Leave him here where he's comfortable and... has
privacy.
I'll stay with him for the remainder of the night. Please have
Mr.
Bracegirdle report to me at the end of his next watch."
Hepplewhite's eyebrows raised at this wholly unprecedented
event.
"Very well, sir. I'll prepare a potion that will help with
the
fever."
"Doctor?"
Hepplewhite turned at the door.
"Thank you."
The doctor looked very pleased with himself, so Pellew added:
"Mr.
Hornblower and I appreciate your discretion."
"Of course, sir."
Hepplewhite closed the door, and Pellew removed his uniform
jacket and
hung it on a hook in one wall. He turned back toward the bed,
unbuttoning his sleeves and tucking up the frilled cuffs. He
reached
for the cloth on Horatio's forehead, appalled at its heat. It
was
still wet enough, so he gently waved it in the air to cool it
down,
refolded it and laid it back again.
There was no chair in this closet, so Pellew sat on the edge
of
Horatio's cot near its foot and leaned against the wall, folding
his
arms. When *had* this slip of a boy become so dear? He'd asked
himself that several times over the six years Horatio had been
under
his command, but as given to introspection as Pellew was, he hadn't
really pinned it down. He remembered well their first meeting,
in his
cabin shortly after Horatio's transfer to the "Indy,"
the lad full of
righteous indignation over Simpson and fiercely protective of
his
former captain, Keane. Who'd had the privilege of knowing Horatio's
father, Pellew recalled with a little envy and a certain sense
of
helplessness. But that was years ago and Keane had long since
passed.
Keane's personal letter to Pellew commending Midshipman Hornblower
to
his new captain was somewhat at odds with the boy's service record
up
to that point -- brawling, time in the rigging, challenging a
"superior" officer to a duel... But Pellew's personal
code of ethics
in withholding judgement of a man until his actions bore him out
was
well ingrained, and in that first meeting, he could already sense
there was a solid quality to the boy, impudent if he had been
at the
outset. Pellew was also a shrewd, instinctual judge of character,
and
he knew the impudence stemmed from an innate sense of fair play,
not
from arrogance.
Recalling with perhaps the tiniest twinge of conscience, Pellew
had
been the most impressed with the boy's unflinching courage in
the face
of his new captain's wrath. Pellew was fully aware of the awe
in
which he was held by those who served under him, and he took advantage
of that fact whenever necessary. But there wasn't one man out
of a
hundred who would've stood as uncowed and clear-eyed in Pellew's
presence during that initial dressing down, so disciplined was
Horatio
already and so respectful of rank. That alone was worth its weight
in
gold in a service that depended upon forced labor to fill its
decks
and man its sails.
Even that wasn't the moment. No, it was the moment in which
Pellew
turned over the "undisciplined rabble" of Simpson's
division to him.
The look in those unguarded, innocent eyes, registering surprise,
confusion, a lingering pain at Pellew's blaming him for Clayton's
death, and even a little fear at the prospect of being responsible
for
his own men for the first time, and Pellew knew something rare
and
precious had been given to him for safekeeping. The "solitary
boy"
Dr. Hornblower's letter had described to Keane was already well
on his
way to hoisting the loneliness of command onto his young shoulders.
And so far he had worn it well. Very well indeed.
A soft knock at the door and Hepplewhite re-entered, carrying
two tiny
bottles and his medical bag. He set the bag and bottles on the
nightstand, opened the bag and brought forth towels, a small bowl,
and, to Pellew's disgust, a jar of leeches. He hated the slimy
things
and could not understand how reducing the amount of blood in a
person's already tormented body could possibly be of benefit.
"Sir, if I could impose upon you to administer half a
bottle of this
potion while I prepare to bleed Mr. Hornblower...?"
"Of course." Indicating the jar of leeches: "Is
that really
necessary?"
Hepplewhite looked at him, unsure whether he should proceed.
"If you
order me not to, I will not. It is common practice, though, and
I
know not what else to do."
"No, no, of course you're right."
Pellew stood up and, lifting one of Horatio's arms out of the
way so
he could again sit on the edge of the cot, kept his hand on the
arm,
shaking it gently.
"Mr. Hornblower...?"
The dark eyes opened only a little, but Pellew knew he was
recognized.
Almost immediately, tears formed in the boy's eyes, and Horatio
closed them again, shutting out a world that for the moment was
a
reminder of more than he could bear.
"Come, lad, let me help you take this..."
Pellew slipped a hand under Horatio's neck and held the small
bottle
to his mouth. Without opening his eyes, Horatio swallowed the
draught, grimacing at its unpleasant taste.
"Sir, if you'll sit him up a little more, we need to remove
his
shirt."
It was amazing how damnably difficult an otherwise simple task
was in
such a confined space, but they managed. Before lowering Horatio
back
to the bed, Pellew dexterously flipped the hot pillow and laid
his
head back into its welcoming coolness, replacing the cloth on
his
forehead that had fallen when they pulled the shirt over his head.
"Mr. Hornblower, I'm going to bleed you now, so try not
to move."
Pellew looked skeptically at Hepplewhite. "It's important
that he not
try to pull them off."
"I understand."
After tucking towels underneath to catch the inevitable thin
rivulets
of blood, it took several minutes to attach the shiny black monsters
to Horatio's chest and upper arms. Pellew had seen this done
many
times, of course, but it looked particularly barbaric on such
unblemished skin. Or nearly unblemished. He'd never seen the
scar
the ball from Simpson's pistol had left in Horatio's left shoulder,
and the size of it surprised him. It hadn't bled that much on
the
beach, but it had torn tendon and muscle and had taken weeks to
properly heal. He knew he'd been right to stand Horatio down
from
watch that day he tried to return to duty too early (see "Bitter
Brew"), but seeing this white and twisted reminder in the
flesh gave
him no vindication. Suddenly, one of Horatio's hands moved toward
the
irritants on his chest. Pellew caught it and, placing it on top
of
Horatio's other hand resting at his waist, Pellew held both within
his
own.
"It's all right, Mr. Hornblower, let them do their job
and soon you'll
be well out of this..."
A short while later, Hepplewhite removed the grisly beasts,
cleaned up
his patient, and exhorted Pellew to get Horatio to drink as much
water
as possible and to finish dosing him with the medicine he'd prepared.
He then withdrew to get what sleep there was left in the night.
Much later, Pellew finished giving Horatio another drink, bathed
him
with cool water for the hundredth time, and was reaching to pinch
out
the candle on the nightstand when he saw the letter. He'd quite
forgotten about it, and its top page now had a few tiny spots
of blood
and warped stains where water had carelessly dripped. He touched
a
cloth in water and tried to sponge away the bloodstains, not wishing
Horatio any more reminders of this night than he would already
carry.
He couldn't help but read the words on the page upon which he
worked.
He had assumed, from the perfect penmanship, the letter had been
written by Horatio's aunt or other relative or family friend,
but it
was with a wrench he realized this was a father's last communiqué
to
his son. "My dear boy, By the time you receive this..."
No wonder
Horatio had reacted the way he had to Pellew's first words the
night
before!
"Sir...?"
Pellew nearly jumped at the whisper from the bed. "My
profound
apologies, Mr. Hornblower. I did not intend to pry." He
laid the
page down and bent over Horatio, touching his face. Was it his
imagination or was the skin cooler? "How are you feeling?"
"Tired. Empty..."
"That is to be expected. You've been very ill. Here,
take another
sip of water."
Pellew again got him to drink and was very pleased that the
quantity
taken was higher and the swallow stronger than before. The delight
one could take in the smallest of details... He cleared his throat.
"Mr. Hornblower, please believe me when I say I did not
mean to pry.
I'm afraid Dr. Hepplewhite and I were rather careless of your
letter,
and one of the pages was slightly damaged. I was endeavoring
to make
amends."
"It's all right, sir..." His eyes never left Pellew
as if wrestling
with something.
Pellew tilted his head and lifted an eyebrow encouragingly. "Yes?"
"Read it to me, sir?"
Pellew was taken aback at the unexpected request. "I
thought you
had..." Pellew knew he had to have read at least some of
it.
"Only my aunt's letter. I tried to read... his... but I..."
"I understand, but -- I do wonder if that is such a good
idea just
now. Perhaps you should get a little more rest, and later, when
you're feeling a bit stronger, I would be honored, sir."
Horatio, his great eyes still riveted on Pellew, gave perhaps
the
saddest little smile the older man had ever seen in his life.
Then
the eyes closed, releasing Pellew from the breath he'd been
unconsciously holding, and the boy turned over to sleep.
God, he suddenly felt old and tired... and so very, very sad...
* * *
After leaving Horatio in the care of Mr. Bracegirdle, who reported
as
ordered and with Dr. Hepplewhite in tow, Pellew had retired to
his own
cabin for some much-needed rest. But it was short-lived. After
dawn
broke, a dispatch ship pulled alongside with new orders from the
Admiralty, and Pellew was obliged to send an immediate acknowledgement
and then had to start the necessary paperwork for fulfillment
of those
new orders and transfers. However, there was one set of transfer
papers he couldn't bring himself to write just yet.
He had looked in on Horatio throughout the day, and each time
the lad
was sleeping soundly, which Hepplewhite hastened to assure Pellew
was
normal. At least he no longer needed constant nursing, and
Hepplewhite later reported that Horatio had sat up and start taking
some nourishment.
Pellew was grateful now for the cool dark of the night as he
paced the
quarterdeck. His preference was to wander throughout the decks
and
even occasionally climb the ratlines to better hear the music
of the
wind in the rigging. But unlike the previous night when his tour
had
started out peacefully enough, tonight was fraught with change.
For there was nothing more changeable than the weather unless
it was
the minds in Whitehall. Although Pellew knew such change was
inevitable in the service and in fact usually most welcome, the
timing
couldn't have been worse for at least one young officer aboard
his
ship. How to put the best face on it was his sole concern now.
That
and then looking to his own future which suddenly had innumerable
variations, none of which were particularly desirable.
Pellew was not an ambitious man in the traditional sense, but
like all
frigate captains, his livelihood depended on the capture of prize
ships which immediately translated into income and a certain notoriety
which could then be parlayed into better ships, choice of crews
and
sometimes even choice of posts. Now he was given none of these
options, even though he had been promoted to the rank of Commodore.
But it was a post that might have a political future, in which
he had
no interest, and which would also take him away from his beloved
sea.
Pellew sighed. It was still some weeks off, but as inexorably
as the
sands drained out of the hourglass, he knew the time would pass
too
quickly. Hornblower's re-assignment to the "Renown"
was the only real
choice Pellew had, and he wasn't happy about it. Oh, Sawyer had
a
solid enough reputation, and it would mean the reunion of Horatio
and
Kennedy would be a happy one for them, but Pellew had hoped to
give
young Kennedy a little more time and opportunity to prove something
to
himself and to gain some of the independence so necessary to command.
Pellew had had his reservations about the affable young man before
Muzillac, but Major Edrington's report to Pellew clinched his
decision
to transfer Kennedy to the "Renown" and out from under
Horatio's
protective influence to see what kind of officer material the
young
man really possessed. Not that Pellew doubted Horatio's instincts,
but the boy had a kind heart and may not have been as objective
when
evaluating a close friend's field abilities under fire. The fact
that
Horatio had attempted to justify some of the decisions Kennedy
made,
such as the precipitous firing of cannon against an unseen enemy
using
only muskets, made Pellew sure he had done the right thing in
sending
Kennedy ahead on his own. He had been careful to make the transfer
a
promotion as well -- Kennedy was now a fourth, not just an acting,
lieutenant -- and the lad had deserved it. Whether he could rise
to
higher rank would be solely up to him.
With Pellew being allowed no choice of crew to take with him
-- and
indeed he wouldn't have deprived Horatio of the opportunity to
partake
in future prize money even if it were within Pellew's authority
to
keep him on his own staff -- at least Horatio would have one officer's
acquaintance on his new ship. Pellew would send his division
with him
as well. Horatio had done a good job of bringing them along over
the
years, and they would no doubt appreciate being kept under his
command.
Of all the cursed timing, though, to have to break such news
to
Horatio when he was barely strong enough to put food in his mouth,
much less contemplate the future, now empty of his father and,
shortly, his ship. Better he hear it sooner than later and from
Pellew instead of through the idle gossip of the crew. With a
deep
sigh, Pellew descended the quarterdeck ladder and made his way
to
Horatio's cabin.
As he neared the door, he felt a pang of déjà
vu at the sight of the
flickering yellow light coming through the door. When he looked
through the glass, he couldn't tell in the dim light if Horatio
slept,
so he softly rapped on the door. Although nothing on the bed
moved,
he could see the candlelight flash off of two eyes that turned
in his
direction. Horatio hadn't been asleep. Pellew wasn't sure whether
he
was relieved or dismayed, and pushed open the door.
"Mr. Hornblower, I trust I didn't wake you?"
"No, sir."
"Are you feeling better?"
Horatio pushed himself to sit up. "Yes, sir, thank you."
He took a
deep breath. "And thank you for all you did for me last
night."
"Not at all, sir, not at all."
"Mr. Bracegirdle said you were here all night."
"You were very ill. You don't remember?" Pellew
felt a slightly
hopeful relief that Horatio might also not have remembered a promise
made at the end of that long night.
"Most of it." The dark eyes became even darker,
but there were no
tears. "Mostly, sir, I remember your kindness. I am sorry
to have
been such a burden."
Pellew's reluctance to engage in any more painful revelations
vanished
in the face of the other's awkwardness and private anguish.
"Do you feel up to some company?"
Horatio's eyes opened wide in disbelief and pleasure, as if
he'd been
afraid the captain had had quite his fill of him in the last
twenty-four hours. "Of course, sir."
"I see someone had the good sense to bring in a chair."
Pellew smiled
at him as he turned to hang his overcoat, again, on its hook on
the
wall. As he pulled the chair a little closer to the bed, he couldn't
help but see the letter lying on the nightstand, exactly where
he had
left it hours ago. Horatio's eyes followed his to the letter,
then
looked up at him in what Pellew could only describe as fear.
But fear
of finding out what was in it, or fear of his captain remembering
he'd
offered to read it?
"Have you read it?" Pellew gently prompted.
Now Horatio's eyes did fill with tears, and Pellew knew the
fear was
aimed inward, not at him. Horatio shook his head and closed his
eyes.
"Would you still like me to read it to you? I won't if
you don't wish
me to."
Horatio nodded mutely, not opening his eyes. Suddenly Pellew
felt
utterly unprepared for the task now upon him, and the hand that
reached for the letter shook a little. He'd suffered the loss
of many
a good man over the years, had even helped some of those dying
to
write to their loved ones, but this, this was outside the realm
of his
experience. Just handling the rich parchment again awakened fresh
sympathy for the boy sitting nearby and, in a wholly new thought,
anguish that someday Pellew himself might be writing a similar
letter
to his own sons, perhaps for them to read in the loneliness of
their
cabins in the middle of an indifferent ocean. Pellew shook off
the
premonition. Donning his reading glasses, he held Dr. Hornblower's
one-page letter up to the candlelight.
"My dear boy,
"By the time you receive this letter, I will at last be
beyond the
reach of disease. My only lingering pain is that you, dearest
Horatio, will read this without benefit of family to comfort you.
I
can only plead with you not to grieve too hard or too long for
me, for
I want for nothing except to have seen you once again.
"You have grown, Horatio, into the finest young man I
have ever known,
and I can only tell you in these inadequate words how so very
proud I
am of you. The single regret of my life is that I will not see
your
children, as I know you will someday make a wonderful husband
and
father. If I may still offer any advice, it would be to look
to your
Captain Pellew for inspiration and direction. I never had the
privilege of meeting him, but from all you write, he is a most
worthy
gentleman and of exceptional character, and above all else, a
father,
who will understand and can guide you if you will allow it. You
always took to your own path, my dearest son, even when you were
but a
babe. And although your instincts are excellent, never be afraid
to
consult with others of more experience or whom you love and trust.
You have chosen a difficult life, and I would have done anything
in my
power to spare you such tidings and add to your burdens. But
life and
death wait for no man.
"Do not concern yourself with details of my estate. My
sister will
have made all arrangements and the house will remain undisturbed
until
your return. Do with it what you will for you are my only heir."
Horatio suddenly swung his feet to the floor and leaned forward,
elbows on knees.
"You have given me such joy, Horatio! I was perhaps not
the best of
fathers, but know that I always loved you more than life itself
and
wish for you the fulfillment of your every dream. For we are
nothing
without our dreams and passions and, above all else, our honor.
Live
well, my son, and live full, my heart to yours, and we shall see
each
other again, I promise you.
"Your loving father"
When Pellew's quiet voice ceased, Horatio rose and walked out
of the
cabin. Drained, Pellew sat a moment, then laid the letter on
the
table, removed his glasses and pushed himself out of the chair.
He
put on his own coat, reached for Horatio's uniform cape on a
neighboring hook and followed.
The officer of the watch saluted as Pellew approached, nodding
in the
direction of the bow to Pellew's questioning look.
Horatio was leaning on the railing, his white nightshirt billowing
in
the breeze, a silvery apparition in the moonlit darkness.
Pellew didn't notice until that moment Horatio was out there
without
shoes. He came up behind him and draped the cape over his shoulders,
his hands lingering in silent support. They stood like that for
several minutes, each lost in his own thoughts. Pellew suddenly
heard
a familiar "pffffffff-ffft" and he stepped around Horatio
to peer over
the side. Sure enough, their ghostly blue night riders were back.
"Look."
Horatio bent over the railing and looked down, then quickly
drew back
a little, apparently afraid of what he was seeing. "What
is it?" he
asked, half in wonder, half in uncertainty.
"Porpoises."
They were more numerous tonight than last, each jockeying for
position
in front of the keel. All of a sudden, two leapt clear of the
water
in perfect unison, a spectacular display outlined in blue, their
splash back into the sea creating a watery light show the likes
of
which Horatio had never seen and could never have imagined.
"Like St. Elmo's fire..."
"Yes."
They watched the underwater light show in rapt silence. When
Pellew
glanced over at Horatio a few minutes later, unshed tears were
shining
in the other's eyes. When Horatio met his gaze, his face crumpled,
and Pellew gathered him into a warm embrace, letting him cry his
heart
out, knowing that while these were tears of loss they were also
tears
of healing. Odd as it seemed, some small measure of peace seeped
back
into Pellew's soul, and he knew this young warrior, already sorely
tested in battle and now by life itself, would be all right.
As if to
concur, a little bow spray showered them both in baptism and in
blessing.